i can’t believe i hiked mission peak last night lol. i know that’s not a fantastic accomplishment or anything, but hey! i did it! on the rocky hard part near the end i was asking myself, “why the fuck did i agree to do this?” hahaha. but it was well worth it even though all i really did at the top was sit my ass down on the floor (didn’t even bother to get on a rock), take a few pictures, and barely look at the view with the wind blowing at me. but on the way down, i really realized what i had just done/what i was doing.
there’s a lot of bullshit in life that makes us question what’s worth it, what’s the point.. why why why.. but the moments where I feel infinite and completely on top of the world are the reasons why life’s worth it. i don’t have many moments like that, but it’s enough to keep me going through the uphill, calve-burning, rocky slops of life.
now to hike it with John! ^_^
and right now.. i don’t feel that infinite… my butt hurts like crazy hahaha. but i’m still on that natural high!